*Sigh*

Hmm, what a coincidence that it is 2 months to the day that I last posted. Two months!

*sigh*

I really want to be a good blogger.

I really do.

But for some reason I have this gigantic impenetratable mental wall that I can't seem to scale. And it's not just affecting my blogging...

Oh no.

It's before me when I need to make supper.

It's right in front of me when I need to clean the toilet.

It's smacking me in the nose when I need to pull all those darn weeds in the garden.

I'm fighting....with myself.

And it's not because " I just had a baby!" I've heard that one WAY too many times. For Pete's sake, Jif sleeps through the night, like 7-9 hours through the night. It's not like I'm sleep deprived. And she's a pretty content baby, thank goodness.

I could go on complaining, giving reasons for this or that, but that won't do any of us any good. Maybe someday I'll figure it all out and magically change. =)

Until then, I'll keep taking one hard-fought step at a time.